Hello, Blogging community and all who are in it. I just wanna talk about an important topic that at one point in our lives has surfaced in all our minds. And that is the topic of blogging.
Now, I remember how I came to blogger. Looking for warriors facts, and coming upon Sorrelpaw's blog. And then the first clan I joined was Featherclan. Back when Olive Tree had a clan. Who is actually back, by the way.
But, it's been almost a year since I came to blogger. And in reality, it's done either very, very good things, and very, very bad things. Now of course, the good things are especially meeting some awesome blogging people. And by that Dawnblaze, Ember, Dreamstar, and Goldenstream, who were once a good circle of Blogging friends, each in different locations that came together and made something. Rippleclan. And Petalstar, Ur awesome too don't you forget. Anyways, Sadly, Goldenstream left us, and I regret what had happened then. And sometimes I feel our little blogging circle is becoming more that of a square, with separate sides and sharp edges.
The blogging world has opened me up to many knew things, opened my mind. But that's the problem. There are things that blogging has done, and has taken it's toll on me. Blogger is where I feel the most emotion. Which is sad. But blogger has bad emotions. Fights, gang-ups, Anonymous comments, betrayal, and just plain cyber-bullying. You know that some people Commit Suicide because of Cyber Bullying? I know if some things go to far it might happened to me, too. What happens to me is that I almost feel as if I'm slowly losing my mind. Whether it's from staring sat a screen most of the day, or the stinging tears blogging has left. Blogging is sometimes horrible. It's an addiction. The worse punishment my dad has ever thought for me was taking away Blogger from me, and I was Horrified.
I know there would be few of those people who would miss me, and I am grateful. I am glad that I have made a Positive impact in the people of blogger. Thank you, people out there who are reading this and nodding. But anyways. I've definitely stuck up for my friends bunches of times, and so have they for me. We fight the wars of blogger against many issues, create a protective barrier that lets nothing unwanted through, Though it is painful. Words do hurt, those are your virtual sticks and stones.
Grades: Are going down. I do less of my homework, more of this 'Blogger'. I'm not blaming anyone but Myself, but sometimes, a lot, I am too weak. I will give in. even though some of you know me as a tough person. And don't go on thinking to yourself 'WellI didn't say that.... ' cuz it's not you, then, I'm talking about you. I used to be good at math, and now I suck. The other subjects will soon follow, I predict. I don't know, I think people come on more during the summer. Or do they? Why don't they go outside, ride a bike, go for a walk, something. Should I come on more during the summer? Then there's the thought of "More then you already were, Delaney? Not possible!" And I scoff along with that. How can I come on more, if I have Reached my Maximum limit? The answer to that question is, well, 3.14, etc, as Petalstar states about Pie.
Though, as you can see how much I put my life, what ever's left of it, into blogger, it still doesn't help. My blogs are pretty popular, with Briarclan almost having 50 members. But There are blogs better then that, blogs that make my blog look small on this 'blogging ladder' if you want to call it that. It knocks me down. I feel like I'm at the bottom rung. If my life is my Efforts, and my efforts make my blogs worthless, does that make life worthless? My life? Yours? Yes. No. And sometimes. Yes, in a literal way. No, in a more spiritual way. And Sometimes in a more figurative way, a hidden message within the sentence, in other words.
Sometimes, it makes me take my emotions and hate and pain and anger out on some of these people on the top rungs of blogger. I feel as if it's right. Though, it's not their fault. They probably worked even harder then me. But what it mostly is, is life works alongside some people, and sometimes it's sits there, doing nothing, but watching from a distance.
-Delaney
