Anonymous War

i seriously don't know what it's about, just felt like rhyming. 
dedicated to whoever's felt this way b4!~~

if you stop to listen,

you'll here the beating.

it's my hearts rhythm

always competing

with my soul and mind,

don't know which one

will lead me to find

the inner song i've sung

too many times

but no matter how much I sing it

it won't break these binds

and my heart just says bring it

on, my mind just looks away

my heart charges to the anonymous war

my preference starting to sway

and deep in my core

way deep down there in my gut

it wrenches one way, it's sore.

the choice I made, it sucks.

and i drop to the floor

sanity loses it's hold

i can't tell laughing from crying

people look at me cold

that battle left my insides dying.

that anonymous war

that no one but us knows about

i feel ignored.

next i know from your life i'm out

don't get the same treatment as them

they get it better than me

and then,

your messages i can't see

do you remember me at all?

i'm wondering what you've been saying

from the little snippets i saw

you've kept to yourself the hating

it's only me, just me 

yeah, wasn't i a 'bad friend'?

what i said was the last straw, the key

but seriously, what'd you expect?

i'm a bad person

i've said it

millions of times, mixed with cursing

and you've read it. 

all those IM's

i don't regret nothing

those mother fucking IM's.

facebook really is something

it makes stalking hard

i try my best

but it's almost like i'm a retard

the stuff can only be seen by your friends. 

not me not me

i must've been bad

you've forgiven her and not me

and you ignore me, how sad

your ashamed of me aren't you?

i see it in every word 

don't forget i hate you too 

i've looked on other sites, i've heard.